I recently decided to get sober after a fall I had this summer, It has been 2.5 years since i started drinking and it has been fun, sad, but mostly a downer. I was just trying to cover up feelings and my true emotions, and it was probably some deep phycological shit I do not even realize at this point. But i am back and at full throttle with nothing stopping me now, well at least hopefully. And i am just really excited to see what i will create now with this new view and second chance to show the people at Humboldt that i have met what i am truly capable of in the form of art and the form of loving and compassion, and actually giving a shit. Not that I did not give a shit, but it was just subdued by the booze in my system, or lack of booze in my system at all times. Because if I wasnt drinking i was most likely hung over, or just out of it. And now i am actually laughing and smiling which is something new for me.
Enough of my pity party...Lets PARTY!!!
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